THE INSTINCT

Here’s to instincts that have never failed me but I fail them all the time

to the instinct of not trusting the group of people that i saw happily dancing around, i knew they weren’t the happiest of the world just because they seemed happy since everyone you see is battling with something you know nothing about.

to the instinct of not trusting each one of them who tell you they wanna see you grow and that they would never let you down, deep down you know they are the only ones who’ll let you down anyway.

to the instinct that told me that certain situations were not going to get better even if you try your best  to make it work.

to the instinct that told something was wrong with the humans who tried to shut you down every-time you tried to explain your opinions.

to the instinct that you got when you first got hurt but you ignored it anyway

to the instinct of always keeping 50% to yourself so they when people let you down , you have something to get up again.

to the instinct that told you, sometimes losing innocence is a better option because that is the only way to get stronger, to move in the world, face people and different opinions.

to the instinct that told me that the power of intuitive understanding will protect you from harm until the end of your days.

 

everything went wrong as long as i stopped listening to my instincts, here’s a apology to all those instincts that i ignored and screwed myself and here’s a promise of following it so that we can get along quite nicely.