LETTERS TO ABBU (EPISODE THREE)

 

so its been 10 months and 3 days to be precise since you left us, though the grief of your loss is still very heavy on this heart but I’am at peace knowing, I lost you to the heavens. (AMEEN)

(Ramzan without you) few years back the first time that we had to spend ramzan without you was in 2015 when you went on Umrah (MashAllah), few years later, it’s today in 2022 that we are spending ramzan without you and the part that devastates is that from now on every coming ramzan will be spent without you infact, life will be spent without you.

there’s a void in our lives that can never be filled now, specially in every Saturday that comes, I miss the happiness of you coming home after a week and we trying to be the good well mannered kids by waking up early and by finishing all the chores as to not get scolded by you for not being punctual,oh how i miss you asking us about what sipara (Quran) we are on and praising me and sister for always being ahead of brothers. I miss you everytime and everywhere since your fragrance ends up in everything that I possess.

Though Death is real and everything that happens Is Allah’s will surely yet the pain of losing a parent is something i would pray no one ever goes through because trust me when everything used to go down, I still had this thought in my mind that I have a man whom I call my father, to whom I will ask for a single star and he will return carrying back the entire sky and that thought prevails no more 💔